saya rindu awak

saya rindu awak!!!!
setiap hari saya ingat awak!!
walau kite slalu gak gadoo, alaa lumrah la tue " jIWA MUDA"
awak, saya rindu awak!!!
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365 x 24 x 60 x 60 x (heart bippng) x (spjg umur saya) = quantity how much i "love u"
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ok awak, jgn nakal2 ..
jangan bikin sy NAIK HANTU
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fat generated!!!!

"hai...gud morning all's"

penat...penat...penat..penat

training kt spital from tuesday-friday

my 1st "task"

ayoooo

gile babi kelam kabut!!!

but its ok la, banyak benda dpt blajar

so, minggu nie gak lemak2 dlm badan bakal membiak

makan makan makan makan

isnin - Famous Thai & the crocodile

selasa - hospital putrajaya

Rabu - General Hospital

Khamis - Delicious at dua recidency

Jumaat - x taw kt mana, tp rasenye tempat "meletop"

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fuhh, so crazee eating

coz my boss pikat staff menggunakan "makanan"

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da problem is......, hw cn i KURUS??

ergghhh!!!

kerja harini

~penatnye!!~

~seharian suntuk kena kerja~

~from 9am to 11pm~

.....hurm bak kate pepatah melayu : kais pagi mkn pagi, kais petang mkn petang.....

highlight!!!

*** boss blanje lunch kt famous Thai restaurant, area concorde hotel shah alam***
and
***Boss blanje dinner kt , The crocodile seafood kt area subang medical hspital***
and
***Pergi The westin hotel kat depan pavi***
and
***Sesat!!! from kl- shah alam, blh termasuk hiway mex!!! gile hape nk gi putrajaya memalam!!"
and
***Rase bersalah sebab mkn kt the crocodile seafood tu!! mkn chicken lemon!! huhuhu, ayam tu sembelih ke tak?? xde cop halal pon kat board kedai tu???.. :( ***

Beyoncé - Run The World (Girls)

no more..

i've no more story to share...
i've no more heart feeling to tell..
i've no more "LIFE" like usual....

~tata~

from,
da loser gurl, dila!!

alang-alang

"alang-alang jahat, biar kite jahat habes"

pressure

sape kate pressure tu x elok utk kesihatan

actually pressure is a good technique to apply in our works
when we pressure, automatic our body energetic
pressure also can stimulate brain to produce extremely ideas
pressure, our adrenaline hormone also can be generated without control
pressure make eyes sleepless
pressure also make me stomaches
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auuch
td pi pekena nasi ayam penyet kt warung pure 'endon' yg masak
gara2 menghormati ajakan housemat
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last skali, diri sendiri yg terkena bahana sendiri
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proooOOot!!
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EMAK!!!!!!!!!!

"emak!!!!!!!!!" nak balik!!!!!!!! nak balik!!!!!!! nak peluk mak!!!!!!!!! xnak duduk sini sorang2!!!!! emak!!!!!!!!!!! nak emak!!!!!!!! huhu....
"i cant control my emotion tonite"
demmmm
"i lost in my found"
i need somebody...i really need somebody to accompany me tonite...
i need my family to support me
i need mak
i need farah
i need tasya
i need is
pls, i beg u to hug me tight
pls, hold my hand when im getting weak
pls, dnt let me alone when i need "SUMBOBY"
listen me
listen lah from da bottom of my heart
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i cant sleep



with messy brain
"dila"

this is my fucking idea!!!!

......"huwaargh"......
nape rase hidup ni mcm sial sgt????
or diri sendiri yg gatal create sial??
or sial tu ape menda sebenarnye???

honestly,
harini rase relation sial ngn diri sendiri mcm satu term yg sgt "proportional"
semakin diri membesar, semakin banyak sial yg di hadapi...
sial betollah!!

i need sum~one

i need sum`one to be my strength when i get weaks
i need sum`one to be my voice when i couldnt talk
i need sum`one to be my heart when i lost my feeling
i need sum`one to be my friend when i feel lonely
i need sum`one to be my bed when i felt asleep
i need sum`one to be my bear when i want to hug sumthing
i need sum`one to be my listener when i start to story
i need sum`one to be my partner when i really need a cuddle
i need sum`one to be my "EVERyTHING" .......
i need sum`one to be mine now and forever.....

morning routine

with my sincere, i just wanna wish u ....

Have a Good Moning

Enjoy ur works

Have a good health

Heeppie2 always

no stress or pressure

with untiredly to says these three simple words :

I

LOVE

YOU

From; DILA

5 jam interbiu....x logik!!

.........hoooolaaaa everybody......

this i'm coming back to you with da ideas very2 mengarut lagi merapu.. as usual lah, menyerlahkan kebingaian dlm berbahasa itu adalah hobbyku (ya!!)..

Do you know i had an interbiu with technology medical company last week??

(of cozz la do know..hehehe)

ok, dis is my 1st tyme ever i had attend interbiu kat company medical equipment... opps no no no no... company nie bukan jual ubat2 (pharmaceutical), katil, spanar, jarum cucuk2 or ape saje yg berkait rapat mahupun jauh ngn barangan spital...tp cmpany ni more to "support department imaging"..membantu para dogtor membuat evaluation, screening, visualize and diagnos sebarang types of disease dgn menggunakan equipment2 canggih...x-ray?? huh, x main dah!! (very conservative and dose tgi utk patient)...

HolOgic

Konica minolta

supersonic

codonic

ebm technology

luminetx

tu listing manufacturer imaging yang aku baru tahu (penat aku hafal a nyte before interbiu, hehe)... but, dlm banyak2 manufacturer tu, aku cume kene berjinak ngn supersonic which is equipment yang digunakan utk scan bby dlm powot ibu, diagnose breast cancer and diagnose cancer2 yg berkait rapat ngn pompuan.. (ehh, merepek sudaa start!! lari dari tajuk la plak)..

ok, guys..u know i kene interbiu 5 jam lebeyh!!!! start dr kul 9~2 lebeyh...unexpected, my boss ade buat 2nd stage interbiu skaligus..for my first stage, i just jmpe asstnt manager, nama dia mr owe (pronouns ~ auww).. interbiu ngn dia agak best la, even tgh nerves sgt2 sebab lack of preparations dan x salah aku tyme ni tgh berperang dgn kekasih (hahaha,,ade kekasih ke???..ngee..).. tidoo x cukup mengakibatkan mata rase kesat dan tambah pula perut kosong, enough to set in my mind dat "(sorry, u're not qualified for dis position..try next tyme)"..huhu... tapi, prasangka meleset sama sekali sebab i can comfort my self during the session.. da interview flow sgt smooth, all reason and anwer given sgt "perfect2 ok"... i'm talking serious beb!! bukan nk memuji diri, tp mcm aku pon x sangka (berjaya menggoreng sesedap rase)...kahkahkahkah

lidah kelu, otak beku dan badan kaku apabila mr owe kate nk proceed aku ke 2nd stage dan berjumpe dgn big boss dpartmnt...so mase di beri stgh jam, sempat dia bg aku task lagik!! so lagak cool2 steady (but dlm hati menggelupur cuak) aku bace n try to understand all contents in brochure supersonic and try to remember pasal ultrasound... seriously, aku x ingat pon kesemua yg aku bace dlm brochure tu..hehehe

12.15 pm...mr bernerth dtg..mmg ala2 boss, tp dah ku tackle hatinye..makanye, interbiu friend-friend style, i loike it... mcm2 soklan dia tanye!! naik kejang urat lidah sampai kering idea nk menjawab..hauss, kering tekak!! lampu ofis da ttup menandakan lunch break, but si boss ttp wat dek nk teruskan interbiu..so what can i do!!!

paling best, dgr boss ckp on da spot

"u're one of 6 candidate, who's qualified for this position"

Rase berbaloi and sgt teruja

**LUMPAT2 RIANG**

Boss sangat gelojoh!! dia mintak aku start kije keesokkan harinya..hahhaha..issh issh x logik.. so from da win-win situation, we both decide 13 june 2011 bekerja..ngee... boss siap pesan, dia x moh dengar aku nk mintak resign sebab dia ade gak plan nk anto aku gi training kt france...huyeaah!!! sape nk ikot?? bukan stakat france, kije ni pon kije gi travel2..so sape nk ikot sy travel ke setiap ceruk spital di M'sia nie??

Moh lerr roger2 ngn sy..hahaha

so, its time utk menggedik with my picts..

coz

pict is da best thing to story

layankan jee..!!

1st destination kt section 26, toilet petronas... got butterfly in my stomach

ready percentage : 60% ..

kene tacap sket..rambut kene ikat cumel2mcm nk gi interbiu majistret pon ye gak!! ngee..
tara...cik super duper skema..uhuks, belang di wajah masih obvious!!a several mins before 2nd stage..masih gaya minah cool..hehe

..okies, itu saje..

harap kalian bersabar utk post seterusnya

nasib si penganggur

....good morning....selamat pagi...

dah lama x pegang laptop ni....and dah lama sgt rasenye x berblog..

di kesempatan ni nk mengeshare satu post yg bertajuk

"nasib seorang penganggur"

...wow...

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mmg x dpt dinafikan, byk sgt persoalan bermain dlm diri..soklan2 yg dtg tu bukan saje dtg dr org luar malah turut dtg dr diri sendiri gak.. sehingga menyebabkan diri rase:-

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  Pressure


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  Tension


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  bengang


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  frust


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  low self-esteem


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  bangang + bodoh

i've been employed since april 2011.. hehe, actually xde la lama sgt tp kecoh je lebeyh.. makan, tido, entertainment, surf, ternet dan shopping merupakan pengisian schedule yg terbaik spjg bergelar "cik penganggur"... spjg hidup aku x pernah pon rehat goyang kaki mcm ni, first tyme beb!!!!masih ingat lg, slps bbrapa hari abes SPM dulu aku kene gi PLKN..then seminggu abes PLKN register diri kt matriks pahang, huhu x sempat aku nk berehat pjg.. kemudian blajar plak kt UTM selama 3 tahun...x sempat cgpa final kuar, dh kene wat preparation n gi medical check-up utk further master... beberapa hari slps convocation mase tue, prof ade melamar utk wat PHD..OMG, menarik giler!! guwee interested sebab ade budget diberi..ngeee..

tp, hasrat utk wat PHd terbantut sbb ade sorg manusia tu mmg bantah abess terhadap idea tersebut.. so, bile di pikir2 ada gak betolnye walaupun di setiap perbincangan ada saje pertelingkahan sehingga terpacul perkataan2 yg x sedap di dengar dan sering membuat aku rase tercabar..kahkahkah~ geram!!

so, start on early of may aku mula distribute segala resume dan emel kpd cmpny2..feeuwh, mmg xde kije lain sbb ayik2 duk check emel and reply emel je pd waktu tu.. on may gak, satu persatu interbiu aku hadir sehigga keseluruhanya menjadikan ia 3 kali..

interbiu tune hotel (air asia) : Guest Service Executive

interbiu firefly (MAS) : customer service n ticketing (front liner)

interbiu Technology medical associate : sales & engineer application

Alhamdulillah, with my strong faith to rezeki Allah SWT mampu menjadikan aku tersenyum..ketiga2 interbiu tu aku passed!!! huyeeeah~~

so, pemilihan terhadap my career telah dibuat!! Maka nya, ini merupakan minggu terakhir aku bergelar si penganggur dan banyak giler urusan nk kene settle kan...dr perkara yg kecik sampailah rumit.. and from now, i need to be independent and stand on my own feet..

..ya Allah, kuatkan hatu ku ini..

...kau tetapkan pendirian..

..kau kurniakanlah kesabaran..

...kau anugerahkan aku segala rahmatmu...

...kau limpahkan aku segala rezekimu...

...AMIN...