stupid thing to do!

30 ogos...sambil mengarang post, telinga ku didendangkan ngn lagu maher zain"Open my eyes", hati dihiasi sedikit ketidak puasan, minda ingin berkarya, jari ingin menaip...so hanya ini yg ku mmpu lakukan beb.. =(

im not hepi today!!
im easy to get angry when :
- anyone's trying to block my needs!!
-have a stupid driver on da road!!
-i had feel that im a loser!!
-tired..bored.......
-sumeone's do not cares about my right!
-sumeone's trying to bluffing me...hehe, memang nak kene!!

selamat pose 2010

nak katerkan x ready, pe masalahnye??cm la x pernah pose..hehhee..tp seriously, 1st day pose tahun 2010 nie prangai cm budak2 sket....dr tgahari dok emo2, dok muram2, dok masam2 muke, dok feeling2 n x tahan tue leyh ngadu lapar kat mak...hehhehe sangat lawaK!! ;)

aduish..so now 4pm, penat dok tggu turn nak pegang pc since kul 12 td (sebab is asyik FB x henti2..borink2!!) .. lagi 3 jam waktu berbuka..plan nak masak nasi ayam..nak suroh mak duduk depan diam2..biler pk2, ish malas laa...biar mak masak...raser cm dah lama x makan masakan mak..ehehhee :) so aku cume tlong2 menyebuk je kt dapor nanti..

pasal terawih plak, td mak ade ajak...hurm aku ngn x beriman menjawab "alaaa, malas laa...penat". hehe kan x senonoh tue!! =) pastu mak x ckp ape pon, dia kater "xpe..sunat".. AMIN~~ =)

oklaah, ape2 pon 1st day pose aku raser prengai cm dak darjah 1..xpe2, baru 1st day kan..nanti 2nd day cm dak darjah 2 plak...sikit2 lama2 ok la tue.. =)

lastly, SELAMAT menjalani Ibadah Pose wat MUSLIMIN dan MUSlimat SEmua...bg mereka yang x larat nak pose, pose half day pon ok..hehhee (Pose Half day???ade ke???..hurm...)

guide perlu ke?

tarik nafaas panjang dulu sebelom posting kt blog nie...eyaaah!!! baru aku faham, sebenarnya manusia nie semakin besar sebenarnya perlukan "guide"...x kesah laa tourist guide ke? wat eva~~ jus imagine hdup nie mcm anak burung..mase kecik makan disuap, mandi direnjis, tidur bawah kepak....sgt dijaga, sgt dimanja,sgt dilindungi!! bila besar, sedikit demi sedikit pasti kebebasan di beri..sama juga dgn kehidupan manusia..cuma manusia x makan cacing :)

bila dah besar nie, byk sgt hasrat impian bayangan dan cita2 yang nak dijadikan nyata..sampaikan aku terkeliru!!x taw dah ape pemilihan seterusnya sampaikan terpaksa bermenung mencari dimana jalan sebenarnya.....bagai di persimpangan dunia rasanye!! =(

disebabkan itu, sgt perlukan guide sebenarnya!!!...huwaaaa~~~~

so sape2 berminat nak jd my 'personal guide' buleyh la contact celcom centre...!!

Reasons Why I love You Diela..

1. I love u coz I know u love me for who I am. All the d time we’ve been together, I’ve become who I am for u.
2. I love u coz u r THE one. I KNOW it.
3. I love u coz u r U; u r not pretending 4 who u r around me.
4. I love u coz u gave me a brand new start when I was hurt b4 I knew u.
5. I love u coz u never give up.

6. I love u coz u r very caring, loving n all those sweet things u did baby.
7. I love u coz u gave me feelings that r so indescribable.
8. I love u coz u knew how much I need u n u KNOW me.
9. I love u coz u r always around when I need u the VERY much.
10. I love u coz u always give me advice whenever I am stuck or were having such an emotional breakdown.
11. I love u coz every time I felt vulnerable around people n my self-confident decrease, u always there to boost up my confidence back .

12. I love u coz u set me free n I definitely can’t do anything without u.
13. I love u coz u r so strong, emotionally. I know u r a strong person, no matter how people treat u, I promise u baby, I’ll never treat u the way they treat u. I cater to u, n I’ll LOVE u like they never did.
14. I love u coz I remember u said that u want me to accept u no matter how u looked that time. N I did, I accept u the way u r, I am in love with u baby, not ur looks.
15. I love u coz just the way u r. U r honest, faithful n u love me like no gal ever love me b4.
16. I love u coz I am happy that u r in my life n u re happy that I am in ur life.
17. I love u coz u set my soul at ease.
18. I love u coz I WANNA LOVE U FOREVER.
19. I love u coz the moment I saw ur face, my heart says ‘THIS IS THE ONE’ .
20. I love u coz all I think is u n all I want, is to be right beside U .

21. I love u coz every time I am with u, there’s no where I want to be baby .
22. I love u coz u ‘listen’.
23. I love u coz ur love that I felt even though it’s indescribable, it’s getting deep all the time.
24. I love u coz we both know we NEVER EVER want to let go of this love we have right now .
25. I love u coz all these time, I never got bored of u n I never got tired to spend time with u baby.
26. I love u coz from that moment on when I first known u, I give u all my heart, u n I will never be apart, n my dreams came true just coz of u.
27. I love u coz u kiss away my pain.
28. I love u coz u always make me LAUGH baby.
29. I love u coz the times when people were throwing their love away; I know I got a good girl right here.
30. I love u coz u know how to appreciate me baby, n there’s no one to love me better.
31. I love u coz nobody ever makes me feel this way.
32. I love u coz there nothing else I could need, I got u, n I am with u n u r with me.
33. I love u coz I know u n u know me.
34. I love u coz u make me go crazy with ur love.
35. I love u coz u r everything to me baby.
36. I love u coz u r my light in the dark .
37. I love u coz u make me a stronger just to be urs; our love is so beautiful baby. I feel it whenever we r together. n even when we r apart, coz I know being apart makes our hearts grow fonder.
38. I love u coz with u, I know where I belong .
39. I love u coz we know that this love won’t fade away .
40. I love u coz u r the reason, the only reason .

41. I love u coz I am blessed to find what I need n love which u is baby, I got u. HEHE
42. I love u coz u changed my whole life .
43. I love u coz u open up ur heart to me .
44. I love u coz u r MY GIRL, n I am UR MAN.
45. I love u coz u took me in ur arms n hold me right where I belong.
46. I love u coz u n I belong together .
47. I LOVE U COZ I KNOW THAT U LOVE ME BACK BABY, N I LOVE U NOT COZ OF HOW U LOOKED. IT IS SIMPLY COZ OF U! JUST U =)

siap di buat : 8/9/2010 "

date gedik memablish : 21/4/2011

kisah borink ku!!!

OOoOO..ini kisah borink ku...hukhukhukhuk....borink tahap gaban....ghupe nye Kl ni xde la best mana pon!! :( I LOVE JB..........so now aku jd resident KL wat sementara waktu.....nak berjalan ke sana ke mari buleyh je, tp poblemnye x de member n x reti jalan.....huwaaa2!!simpan dlm peti je keter yg ade tue...stakat drive gi kedai beli snacks (padahal nak ngowat mamak kedai)... =p

So stay je umah uncle tom...layan bibik....maen mcg....tgok tv...makanmakanmakanmakanmakan......kalu borink sgt gi beranda tgok MATRADE...sengsara!!!! =( ikotkan hati nak je panjangkan kaki pergi ke TAPAh, tp kang silap2 x jumpe jln balik!!hehhee~~)

xpe laa...itu x penting..tujuan kesini bukan nak berjalan or bersopping!! fokus pada tasha..harap dia sembuh seperti biasa....AMin..

previous posT?

xde niat nak delete da previous post!!! cume dikuarantin kan buat seketika jee..masih dlm simpanan lorh~~ :) ini pon sebagai satu denda dan hukuman kepada si 'PEsaLAh" .... :)

Cukuplah sekali, jangan ulangi kesalahan buat kali kedua mahupon seterusnya...hati saya ibarat Jelly...nampak cm ala2 keras and sumtimes nampak cm lembut....hakikatnye, biler pressure dikenakan for sure hancur dan x mungkin dapat ke bentuk asal....bahaya tue.. :)

Fyi.. i FOCUS pd impian I!!!! "mak..nani..." :D

puaskah??

best gak lirik nie....


puaskah kau lukai ku..
puaskah kau sakitiku...
puaskah khianati ku..
puaskah Ooo sayangku..
dimana nuranimu...
dimana akal sihatmu...
sekarang kau campakkan ku...
setelah kau dapatkan ku..
mungkin hanya bila ku mati...
kau kan berhenti untuk menyakiti..
sampai kapan aku begini.
terus begini terus kau lukai...
OOoOOoooOOO......
ingatkah saat yang lalu..
saat kau peluk diriku..
tapi kini semua layu..
kau tegar mengkhianatiku...

best lagu nie...sgt BEST dedicate untuk semua~

lagu ni sgt best,....

owh,,ini kisah sedihku..

ku meninggalkan dia..

betapa bodohnya aku..

dan kini aku menyesal..

melepas keindahan dan itu kamu..

Tuhan tolonglah aku kembalikan dia kedalam pelukku..

kerna ku tak bisa mengganti dirinya kedua kali..

jujur ku tak sanggup..

sungguh ku tak bisa...

dan aku jalani semua..

cinta selain kamu tapi tak ada yang sama..

beribu cara ku tempuh untuk melupakan kamu..

tapi ku tak mampu...

kawan kawen!!! :D

31/7/2010: Sop kawen..huyeeayh...hepi3x...nak gi majlis tue, tp xde kawan...nak ajak mak tp mak x nak gi sebab dia segan..ajak shila, tp dia malu... =( tup2 kebetulan abang (is) dtg....huyeaah, aku pon pelawa la dia..so then, dia kater OK sebab dia pon tgh lapor..haha..CUN sgt..terus siap2.... :) hepi..hepi..hepi... ade kawan!!! Sop nyer wedding theme kaler red n white...sweet la..preparation very well!! yg attend cm x ramai, sebab majlis provided 500 guest..ok la tue~~as usual, suke g kije kawen sebab dapat mkn lauk beriani daging..nyummy2 sgt~~ :)

Pastu ptg, mOkde ajak gi CS..dia mintak aku drive keter dia..so aku On je..tibe di pertengahan jalan ODW ke CS, bertukar driver plak...sebab aku lupe bawak wallet dan complete set my details....huhuhuhu..mencik2...wallet dlm kete aku!!!LUPE~~ jalan tyme tu sgt x syok!! =( tgok je mokde belikan kasut utk asyraf..dia offer aku, then x mau laaa pau dia!!SEGAN~~ =)

ok arr...tu je...my life as usual....berharap dan mengharap yg TERBAIK untuk diri sendiri~~